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2/1/2018 3 Comments Dysphoria Rears its Ugly Head!After spending much of the year without much in the line of dysphoria, I am finding that it is hitting my more and more often these days, and it is hitting me in one spot!
My genitals! I started transition fully wanting to have my junk intact and working, but as the year has gone by, it is becoming painfully obvious that I cannot stand my penis. Pretty much anytime I am in the bathroom, I cringe when I am pulling my panties back on. Soon, I will be saying goodbye to my testicles, but I am now, more and more wishing that I had a vagina. Sometimes it gets really unbearable. The surgery scares the crap out of me, but damn it! I want a vagina! And I want it now! I will be talking with my therapist quite a bit about this these next few sessions. Maybe it is something I can take care of in 2019.
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Kevyn53
28/1/2018 07:02:03 pm
Any news on your surgery???
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Michaela
29/1/2018 09:43:43 am
I have a consult for an orchiectomy on February 16. That will happen shortly after that. I haven’t decided if there will be anything beyond that yet.
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Kevyn53
1/2/2018 08:58:15 pm
Sandra is going in for surgery to get a tube in her stomach so we can to dialysis at home. I'm getting on a schedule for hemorrhoid surgery. We're all going to get cut in the near future. I just wish I was getting yours and not mine. Good luck!! Leave a Reply. |
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