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7/7/2017 1 Comment The "Hobo" IncidentI do not have many memories of my childhood. I have never reall had a clear grasp of why, but more and more, I am feeling that much of that might be do to my gender dysphoria.
One memory that recently came up that I do think is related to that was one of my birthday parties. I don't remember the age, but I must have 7 give or take a year. Since I was born near Halloween, costume parties were always I likely event for my birthday. So so this one year the theme was "hobo". We had games and things set up in or basement and my neighborhood friends all dressed up like bums. Mom had gotten me my own clothes for the party and the plan was to give my 5 o'clock shadow using Vaseline and coffee grounds. Well, the day of the party I absolutely refused to dress the part. Now, this could be pure conjecture on my party, but now I am thinking that this refusal to get dressed was the gender dysphoria telling me not to. Somewhere I have pictures of the party. I need to dig around and see if I can find them.
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Mal
19/3/2019 06:00:59 pm
Related to the video you end up posting above, this is another thing you're mentioning that I totally identify with. I have next to no memories of my childhood until some in middle school and a few more in high school. I have very, very few memories of elementary other than the far more traumatic events of those days.
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